Asakust

Life sucks... and will continue to suck. And apparently my mom had taken the time to notice how much my life sucked and had decided to give me a lecture at what I should do. Which is probably why I'm taking up writing a blog again. My mother had suggested that I list down things I wish to accomplish each day and well I guess this is the best way to do it... since I really have a bad penmanship.

O...kay first to apologize to my Fanfiction.net readers for not continuing with my stories. I had a big mental block followed by lots of other things and before i knew it... i wasn't writing. I may continue anytime soon or I may not... it all depends. My priority right now is something else.

Now on to what I wish to do everyday:

Firstly I want to exercise more, but distractions get a little out of hand and tend to make me forget. So I've decided to motivate myself into working out while watching anime (since it is the main distraction and since it's probably the only distraction where I can do something else.). I plan on lifting weights and stretching while watching at least 3 episodes of anime (each is at least 20 minutes long so that at least makes an hour of work out a day.)

Next is that I want to learn Japanese. Not counting the occasional vocabulary here and there from listening and reading japanese in romanji from animes. So I'm still thinking on how to learn. Since my sister and younger brother is also interested maybe the three of us could learn together.

I want to write, But i keep forging the reading of "the pen commandments" and other writing books that I'm not sure if I'd ever get any better. I suppose I should allot myself to read a chapter a day. it doesn't even matter if I reread a chapter. so long as I do a chapter a day.

I want to read too. If only to gain more insight on how and what to write. I find Julia Quinn's works irresistible to read. And I tend to read until I almost drop... which says I have problems controlling myself.

I have some arranging my room to do. This is probably one of the hardest to do... mostly because I'm lazy and second because I'm very bad with dust. I get sick or at least feel very horrible for one to three days after a few hours of cleaning.

I still have some digital cleaning to do aswell. my HDs is stock full of files. But I've started burning, Just need more DVDs.

Cooking... I have to organize and digitize my recipe collection from school and dig up a few that would be great for a coffee shop my mom thinks would be great. She's made me realize that a shop doesn't have to have so many elaborate gimicks and recipes... But that it has too taste good, be at the right place and be affordable. I guess I've forgotten that.

Anyway thats it. Oh wait. I've forgotten to appologize to my friend Celine for not going to help her when ever she called for me as a part time assistant. Well there are a lot of private issues here at home, most of them concerning my bother when he's home. Celz I'll tell you more about if you ever decided to call me.

I guess that's it. I've kept things simple for now. And my mom had suggested that if even if I don't accomplish something from one or a few of them that it's the effort on trying that counted... And that so long as I keep on touching everything something will turn up. It's better than doing one or two things that turn up nothing. And well I agree with her. So much I could probably write a book... and yes it's just an expression.

Okay to recap things i should accomplish/do/or touch in a day.

Exercise

Japanese

The Pen Commandments

Cooking

Misc Reading

Misc Writing (Fanfic or Original)

Cleaning (RL or Digital)

For now I'll try sticky this entry and hope it'll help me base my days on from now on.

Asakust

 It sucks not having your regular pc... I feel so out of place every time Viruses or Trojans season come. I'm just glad I have a lap top as a back up.

 Anyway things have been ok so far. For now I've manage to maintain my At least an hour a day work out while watching Anime. (I swear watching just takes your mind away from feeling tired and painful all over.) Plus I've been doing some reading here and there. It's a good change from what I use to randomly do. That's all for now!~

Asakust

My main pc was infected with a trojan that made all my short cuts and programs buggy in a way that I couldn't access then properly even when i clicked the exe itself. So I'm left with little choice even after cleaning the trojan out of the system... reformatting. but before that I have a big bunch of files to burn and transfer. which is sorta why i havent done anything other than read, digital cleaning and my less than forty minute exercise. too bad...

Asakust

Bad day for my list. Although I was successful at exercising I still wasnt able to do much today.

Started out with a small breakfast, to watching the house and my "brother". I'm not very fond of him... and even more so now. I try to keep contact and conversation with him to the minimum, but today I just had to be everywhere he was without him thinking i was following him. Anyway after a few stupid things (some of them disgusting) on his part, he finally leaves to his "other family" which i hope he'd decided to stay with permanently (without coming back to this house).

Anyway after he had left I had somehow been able to start writing. After my father arrived home. We had a small lunch, something from last night's dinner. Dad asked me to help him fix the car, one few of the stupid and troublesome things he keeps. I wonder why he keeps it... it's junk. It's loud, high maintenance, and it isn't even his legally because the owner had just decided to leave it and the papers to him without asking for payment yet. Mom and I say that he should just give it back. it's worthless, we have two working cars and that should be more than enough.

Okay after that mom and my other siblings came home. (Thank you!) With the "empanada" I requested, because I miss the stuff so much. I managed to eat a few before deciding to work out. Work out was good. managed to get to the point were all the working joints felt the "burn". Then I was invited for dinner >.>;; I would usually say no... but it was pizza!!! Damn, one of my favorite foods. Oh well. I decided to let go for today and treat myself. sigh...

Anyway after than nothing really... just a few brainstormings here and there. A random dark laugh... and it's time for a bath... dry up and bed. Ciao!~ 

Asakust

After a long lecture from my mother, not all of which directed at me or my sister. I decided to get some exercise first... not to make an excuse but a friend from an online forum invited me to a conference and delayed said exercise... but it was my fault for being curious and not sticking to what i decided to do.

I was able to watch Nabari no Ou episode 6 while working out with my legs. Note I tied a weight to each leg to work it out and let's just say I feel the burn.

Lunch however came and some strong rain which didn't last long, but it was long enough for some kids to bring some stones and block the canal hole to start a small pool filled with poop, dirt, oil and other filth that my mom had to call the police. I'm just not sure if it was successful. But somehow my mom's angry visage was enough to scare the kids into complying to her orders and they removed the stones and moved it back where it came from. The rain ended soon after my mom came back inside to dry up and I'm just glad it didn't turn to be anything worse.

Now I'm just resting my stomach before I work out again. But while I wait I've decided to see what I can do about some of my stories that have been on hold. No promises and please don't keep your hopes up.

Update:

More work out. this time both upper and lower body... my joints are aching... but it's a good thing i suppose.

I've done some reading (+ watched some claymore episodes) and I feel inspired to write down some plot devices and stuff for this original novel i wanna write.

Of my things to do:

Excerise - 100% check

Writing and Reading - Check!

Well it's my first day at this so I think that's good enough for now. I'll do some more writing, bathe and get ready for bed. I prefer going to bed early without dinner.

+ 10:50 pm +

I've somehow managed to write half a poem or song (something that came in my head after listening to Macross Frontier's Ending Theme - "Diamond Crevasse" by [Sheryl Nome?]). It's angsty probably a bit sacrilegious to my former religion or any religion in some way... but it's not like anyone would like to read or hear it.